Category Archives: The Early Years

A bunch of catching up

Happy 150th Canada! July 2017 Well……Well, well, well, well. Where to start. Where I left off I suppose. I know it’s been a long time (again) since my last entry, life, family, car maintenance and job have all kept me busy, but not too busy as to be able to dress on occasion. Back in …

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New entry soon

sorry it’s been so long, but a new entry will be coming soon. Quite a bit has happened along with some fantastic new experiences. M.

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November 2016 update

And the FIRSTS continue! Talking to a professional So, my first talk with a professional was with the Base physiologist back in July. Though quite nervous of what may lay ahead, I really wanted to get started. Her first question was “why are you here?” To which I eventually got out “gender issues”. Her next question …

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Finally, coffee with Jessica!

Well ok, not quite with Jessica per say, but her male side. I’ve chatted with Jessica many times online, but despite living only a couple kilometres apart, it’s been a tough task to arrange a meet up. Unable to dress enfem, we arranged to meet as a couple of guys at a coffee shop one …

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A few hours in October

Well if you have been here in the last couple of weeks, you may have noticed a discrepancy between what I had posted, ie. not getting a chance to dress in awhile, and the adjacent Flickr pics. This post will correct that. I did actually find a few hours on the 27th of October to …

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A big black cloud….

has descended and obscured the bright rays of sun that were my new found understanding of self, what I am and what role crossdressing plays in my life. It came about when I asked my wife if I could attend this months cd/tv club meeting in the city. Though she had said yes (reluctantly I …

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Yep, I’m back.

Where to start? I always have some trouble starting these things…. Mental Purge?  Well, it’s been a while. I don’t know if others have experience this (more than likely as despite our differences, we have very similar experiences), but I am just now coming out of what could best be described as a “mental purge”. …

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Jan 2013, Michelle went to the mall!

Ok, I’m just hanging a carrot out for now, letting you know I will be adding a post at the end of January about finally getting out  in public again. Needless to say, it was a thrill. Picture of a happy girl heading home. Michelle.

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Confliction and doubts.

Well, I have once again returned to my overseas place of employment after spending a busy (as usual) time at home with the family. No major project this time, just Thanksgiving (Canada ah), time spent volunteering at the local rink and high school hockey tournament, getting the house and vehicles ready for the inevitable east …

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Why am I here?

Why do I have this identity on the internet? Although it has been some time since my last blog (too busy, tired or just lazy..), I have still kept up with a good deal of internet reading. One post from Tina struck a cord with me. As I read her post Public or private, I …

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