Thinking about crossdressing. How much is too much?
As I prepare to head home after my most resent employment cycle overseas, I look forward to a very full schedule of family activities. I am, as usual, anticipating some time to dress. Fingers crossed.
As there is not a lot to do during my free time, while deployed, I have found that I am spending more and more time exploring the internet for sites, blogs etc related to crossdressing. What is starting to concern me is the amount of time I am now devoting to this.
Just to clarify; I am a guy, I like being a guy. I like being a dad and a husband. I do not want to be a woman full time (I would be lying if I said I had not fantasized about this possibility…giggle), just sometimes when the urge, or planned urge, hits me.
I have read that if an individual such as myself, with the guy/girl relationship I have internally, starts to let crossdressing dominate their lives, this could lead to an unhealthy external relationship. An infatuation that could distract one from the normal routine. I am pretty sure this will not happen to me as I believe that identifying this factor is a good indicator that I can control this.
So, how much is too much? Is three to four hours a night, every night too much? Maybe it should be limited to one or two hours a night with a night off once in a while….don‘t log on to any of these sites?
This is something I will keep an eye on the next time I’m back at work, sitting alone in my accommodations. In the meantime, when I get home, I’m not going to have any such thing as “free time”..lol.